How have you been? Good? Good. Me? Ah, not too bad myself, though like in the title, I'm a little bit shocked.. Or surprised. A little bit.
Which I shall get to explaining now.
If you're reading this, then you are most likely one of my watchers, one of the elite ninety-three that I love to pieces. You take the time to follow on my cosplay adventures, comment lovely things on the photos, and generally are a good bunch to talk to. However, saying that, this morning a little bird told me otherwise.
Apparently, somebody has been sending my conversations with you guys (through the comments) to my friends. Now at this point, I don't see anything wrong with that. I mean, after all, it's nice to talk to you guys every now and again. However, it wasn't just a link to the photo.. It was certain pages of the list of comments. That's...That's a bit creepy...And also plain nosy if you ask me.
I didn't think I would of had anything to hide in these conversations until my friend told me what part of these conversations the person had sent her.
Most of you should know that when you compliment me, I just want to gather you all up in a ball and cuddle you to death. That, and I do like to roleplay as characters both on DA and Facebook. So, this is what they have done. Not only has the person gone through conversations that aren't any of their buisness, but they have chosen pages that ultimately twist my words into some weird and creepy outlook.
Now, I'm not necessarily saying it IS one of you guys, because I get along with all of you and you're all so very sweet. Neither am I saying that I'm not at fault here, these things are public and I should of thought that being on these sites could leave me being chased into a corner. I do have an idea of who it maybe, and I'm not going to accuse anyone, but looking back on my photos a certain individual from my area has viewed the photo that so happened to be linked to my friends. But, again, I'm not going to accuse anyone.
What has really gotten to me is the fact that I am now a completely different person to some of my friends and my reputation is at threat. I'm generally a little unwilling to talk to people out of my social group so it makes me more vulnerable to negative impressions.
It's surprising that how a twist of words could leave me in a bit of a worry. And it's not just the twist of words I'm worried about.
You've all heard of yaoi and yuri I'm sure, right? Eh, who doesn't like a bit of yaoi these days? Some of you may know that me and my little cosplay group also have a couple of photos that feature pairings.
I am not embarrassed of my cosplay neither am I embarrassed of my photos, but even though these pairing photos are mere hugs and cuddles and lovable stuff, if it gets leaked, who knows what type of shit I'll be shoved into? In the past, I've received good feedback from my peers who don't know of anime and what not, but I'm still worried.
So, why have I wrote all this?
If you, the individual who has linked my friend this, are reading this.. Then all I ask, is for you to not take this any further. I know what you've said, I know what you've looked at. I have deleted the photos, along with the conversations, that may be to your advantage already, so no links will work if you plan to continue this. Luckily, the photos are all webcam ones and aren't any good, so I'm not too fussed. So, I repeat, I'm not asking for you to own yourself up, and I'm not going to manipulate you in any way you have me.. I won't sink down to your level. You've invaded my privacy, even though they are only conversations and roleplays, to other people they have made me..Quite frankly, look quite the weirdo.
I've gone as far as restricting links to Youtube, Facebook and I have rid of some of my roleplay accounts.